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Wow, it's been what...FOREVER since I wrote in my precious diary. I feel awful, but it seems like I just don't have time. Well I do today. This week I have no after school activity and so far...no homework. Well starting tomorrow, I'll be busy again so I figured I better write now since my Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and I believe Monday I won't have much time. My CD player is gay, I don't know why it isn't working, it's pissing me off. I can't listen to anything except what I have on Kazaa and even that got messed up. I miss diaryland, I still want to change my layout a little. For Halloween I was a mobster. My friends and I picked out specific fictional ones. My friend Dayana was Fredo Corleone or Sonny, I don't rememember which one. My friend Erin was Jimmy from "Goodfellas" and I was Michael Corleone. Nobody could tell what we were because we didn't have hats or anything so it sorta sucked. My friend Gene is shouting about apple juice online...don't know why... Things have been strange lately...I have this strange feeling... I hate the fact that I'm so damn...mute...shy...quiet...whatever you want to call it. I think it gives people the impression that I'm bitchy or I don't like them then afterwards I feel bad, it's just because sometimes I don't like to talk. This has been happening to me a lot lately and I feel horrible about it. Aye me...I wish I could just not be a mute. I had this conversation w/ my cousin, we both have been having the same problem and it sucks! This Friday is the last football game, or I'm pretty sure it is...no more marching band...now concert band which is why as soon as I get a flute I will become a flute player. What a dream come true... LOL. I'm happy though, I've been somewhat learning the keys and finger crap but I can't do high notes on it which sucks because most of our concert music is that believe. Oh well I'll just pretend the play and press the keys. It's more talent worthy than playing a tambourine! Thank God no more tambourine for me.... I hated that damn thing... I still do... Ok I'ma gonna go because I'm blabbing on about nonsense. I really want to write more again!! I better write to some of peeps here and Dland I havent talked to or left notes for in a while. Seeya! |