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Ok, so I'm lazy and I don't feel like doing anything I said I needed to do in my last entry. I just feel like writing nonsense in my diary. I never liked keeping an actual diary that I get a lovely pen then decide to write in it and just...spill out everything that's on my mind. I've always liked online diaries. I like writing entries then getting people's responses instead of just letting it sit there in my drawer until one day I find it and read back on how retarded I was. With online diaries you meet people, you make friends and yada yada. With personal diaries you do nothing. I'm so bored with personal diaries. I used to keep one. It has Anastasia on the cover (oh how special) and I decide to read in it sometimes. I used to be obsessed with the movie "Titanic"! How fucking sick is that! I mean, that is just sick sick sick and disturbing! EWW! NO "TITANIC"! NO! NO! NO! Ok any ways, just wanted to let that out. I was a strange child. I still am weird but that's ok, because now it's ok to be weird. I have no idea what I'm talking about. I just had this sudden urge to type and I figured why not type in my diary so people that I don't know (or do know) can come read it and tell me their thoughts on what I write. I can't wait till Monday. Auditions for "A Midsummer Night's Dream". I decided I really don't care what part I get I just really want a part in a school play. I want to be involved in stuff at my school this year, I don't know why. I want to join clubs, I want to join band, I want to be in the plays! This is the complete opposite of last year's me! The only thing I have no interest whatsoever in, is sports. I considered joining tennis but then I found out about the audtions and the play, so I was thinking to myself, "screw tennis". Now if I don't get a role then I'm going to wish I did tennis. Tennis. I guess the only reason I want to do that is because on the annoucements they make a huge point of saying "No experience necessary!". Need I say, desperate? Our school can be desperate sometimes when it comes to needing people in certain sports and stuff. I wonder how many people are on the golf team? Maybe I could join golf, ooooh yea....gooooolf! Golf is kinda fun I guess...but no. I don't feel like devoting my weekends because I have to go compete at a school golf tournament. No no no. Well tomorrow is the last day of the first week of going back to school and I must say this year is probably going to be a good one. Except the stupid notes I have to do for my European history class about the Italian Renaissance! I don't understand what we're supposed to do and their due Monday! I guess I'll try my best but grrrrr to those notes! I can't wait till this weekend it should be fun unless last minute one friend can't go and the other doesn't wake up till like two. That's Dayana by the way. Sometimes, our weekend plans are ruined because she doesn't wake up. Sometimes it's funny I must say, but sometimes...grrr to her. Then my other friend Erin, her parents will say she can't go somewhere at the VERY LAST MINUTE! I swear!!!! GRRR!! Speaking of her, she has a scary brother! Yesterday I had to go to her house after school and her brother who is 13 I think goes, "Look what I got for my girlfriend!" (his non-existent girlfriend I'm assuming) and he shows us this pack of condoms. I hope she tells her mom, that's just...disturbing. Wow, this may have been one of the longest entries I have ever written. Or maybe not. I don't know. There's wires all over my house because of my paranoia over the damn phone line and modem. I need to not be so paranoid sometimes. Aye, I have to iron on these stupid pillow cases. Aye, I have to find pictures for my self reflection. Aye, that means my dear friends it looks like I'm going to have to close this entry up and get to work because I need to get some sleep sometime tonight. So goodnight to you and...may the force be with you! Do not ask where that came from... Oh yea, do you think I should take the music off my diary? It fits my theme but for half of the people in the world my picture doesn't even load so they wouldn't understand. Just want your opinion. I mean the pictures don't even load on my comp! It's so gay! I hate Geocities! I don't know where I can host them and everyone can see them! any suggestions? Bye! |