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I seriously need to stop these strange sleeping habbits, I've gotten so used to going to bed reaaaaaally late (or should I say "early") then waking up around now...but at least now that I'm home I wake up earlier. I don't know why but I couldn't sleep last night, I talked to people online till around 2 AM but then they got off to get some sleep like normal people. Actually now that I remember I was only talking to one person...Dayana...who is mentioned in my previous entry... Then I decided to watch a movie, and it took me ten minutes to find one. I watched this movie called "Sea Of Love", it was a good movie but had some dirty shit in it... Then I watched about twenty minutes of "Lord Of The Rings" (which I STILL haven't finished!) and decided to try to go to sleep but that took an hour. AHH! And school starts in less than a week! I still need to get an alarm clock!! Ahhh!! This morning I had a bunch of child hood memories. I walked in the kitchen and just to annoy the shit out of me, these little black ants were on our sink. I hate ants, I hate them which is why I'm not going to deal with them. But it reminded me of when I was in pre-school and I stepped on a black and and this stupid little boy goes: "You're evil! Don't step on the black ants! the black ants are the good ants! I'm not going to talk to you because you're evil!" What a dumb ass! Good ants my ass! Black ants are the one that mess up your kitchen and whole house because they attack every and any piece of food you leave out! I was a bad little kid, I must say. I thought a lot of people were stupid. I don't know who or what I thought I was, I'm glad I'm not like that anymore...lol...I'm not evil no more I'm innocent now! :) The only two stories I remember is one where I was att this Gymboree place or something and we were playing with one of those really big parachutes as a group (that place was fun, but unfortunately this incident got me kicked out...), and there was this girl who I thought was a bitch, I don't know what word I would have used back then, but you get the picture. I have no idea why I thought she was a bitch either! But any ways, at one point we were supposed to hide under the parachute and when we did I punched her... I don't understand. Then my dad's side of the family constantly reminds me how I randomly hit this little boy with a shoe. And also in pre-school there was this girl who I also didn't like for no reason and one time I just started hitting her for no reason over and over. Yes, bad kid. Well that's over now, no more violence although I'm considering having a masacre by killing all of those damn ants. I won't because I need to do some stuff in my room, I decided how I'm going to re-organize it so I better start. Well gotta go. See ya! w/ love and harmony for us all, Chrissy |